You know how you have some of those long weeks that never seem to end, and though there are happy things going on around you, you just cant get your heart into anything?

That's this week.

I'm sick, which is a ginormous pain, because i'm hacking all the time or im sneezing...as well as that my joints are gimped and I'm very limited to what i can do because of my wrists hurting! DX My body hates me... As well as that, 's compy is out of order, so i don't get to talk to her as much as i like to, there was a holocost survivor in today to tell us about her experience and then there's school work in general. I just feel beat! I just need a llooonnnnggggg nap and some cookies and I'll be fine XD

Now that I'm done that,

I'm irritated with how pathetic i am at being social, and for once in my life there is a guy who i truly like a lot and i really really want to get to know. However, I'm afraid to talk to him, or even make eye contact with him for that matter because i fell so damned inferior and stupid around him, i feel stalkerish! Its sad! Though I've learned to deal with it, even though it kills me everyday! Damn it!

Ir is also cold, therefore I just finished drinking a whole pot of Green Tea XD Hazzah!.....as i continue to read Ouran and look at pocket watches and steam-punk jewelery (SO COOL!)

because thats what everyone does when they don't feel like doing homework!

*is sad because the *mood* thing wont load >.< i guess i'll stay neutral *